I feel like my voice is bouncing off the walls -- like no one really wants to hear what I say because its.. wrong? Not important i guess... I dont know why. Ive triied to ask for help but people just keep passing by what am I doing wrong?

your scars are beautiful. they are your beauty marks. they have shown what you've been through and what you're going through and that you made it out even stronger than what you were. don't hide them. let them show. i know you cant see it, but you're beautiful.

I just want to relapse -- ive been clean for a while.. So it sucks that its coming on now... I dont know why but I just really want to.. i just MISS it... And... idk.. how can you not miss somthing like that? I loved it.. I hated it.. Its destroying me and I'm just so -- so sad... No ones here ever